Blogging is such a dilemma. I don’t want to record anything stupid that will forever remain in the infinity space of the cyberworld, but at the same time, I want to record however the fuck I feel so that I can read back and see how far I’ve come. At any rate, it has only been 4 months since my last post but a lot of traumatizing events have occurred to have made me into the person I am right now. I’m not really sure whether that’s a good thing or a bad thing. As always, I do what I do best and run away from the problem by brainwashing myself with selective memories. If I think too much or try to rationalise it, I end up digging my own grave since I still can’t separate emotions from logic. Perhaps I don’t need to learn to separate the aforementioned entities… maybe I just need a different outlook on life… I don’t know. Attempt at self-diagnosis.