I think it's safe to say I'm slowly losing faith in humanity. I just can't seem to trust anyone... not that I was ever sure of trusting anyone in the first place... but it's just sad that even the slight glimmer of hope I've had is starting to fade. According to experienced beings, this is apparently life. I don't want to believe them but then maybe I'll forever be living in naivety.
When I talk to people my age, they tell me I'm jaded; when I talk to people older than me, they tell me I'm innocent. Perhaps I'm a bit of both. I guess this is another learning block in life and I have to deal with it but it's just such a sad realisation. All I want is genuineness. Is that too much to ask for? If I don't want to get played, I have to play the game... but do I even know how to play the game? It's just a massive headache. Why can't people be honest with and to each other? Honestly, what are you trying to accomplish in life? *sigh*
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