I don't think I've ever been this happy in a really long time so I'm going to embrace it and soak it all up. At times, I feel it's inappropriate to express my happiness publicly because I know there are people that are going through hell (trust me, I've been there) and since I know what that feels like, I feel the need to keep my mouth shut (let's face it - when your world is crumbling, the last thing you need is a peppy person declaring how great their life is). But according to Newton, what goes up must come down so I know this feeling isn't going to last forever.
So let me unabashedly say, I am happy and I am blessed. God definitely has tested me throughout the years but ultimately, He has been faithful while I've been incredibly human. I know and realize I am not the "model citizen" for Christ - in fact, I'm at the other end of the spectrum. But God has mercy on me and His grace is enough. I'm thankful.
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